Through Your Brokenness
Through your brokenness tried to break down my openness, bleeding human blood for that you told me I am wrong that I am not strong, that I am weird ,qweer and improperly strung, dying...emptying inside hanging on the rope that you strung, suffocating can't get air, can't grasp the chair,you stand there and spectate your creation looking annoyed by the sounds I make as I gasp for breathe then cut me down before I reach death and rub my neck and get me some water,then you tell me to stand up and get moving and you watch me falter, tell me to keep pace, feeling flushed in my face, dizzy losing this race, life in disgrace, misplaced in my place with you , ever confused as to what I mean to you, pleading for an answer you treat my inquires like their a cancer,ever searching for the answer ,this Lance is in my heart and it's bleeding out for you my dear,if only when you hear my squeals if you could feel, then maybe something here would be clear , through your frequent temperature changes my perception of you is lost in the haze,cold days and heat waves,try to see the truth ,fog for days, you've got my heart caged for you, masochistic love prisoner, roller coaster rider wearing blinders,no clear dividers ,where are the lines? ,what is the contract? What is this gig?, in your hands I snap like a twig, fractured and confused , distorted and used,rat crawling in my skin, damp within, crying inside, flames rise then again there's smoke,ever kindling the pit on these cold dark nights where there's a struggle to obtain any warmth,like a moth you wipe off just enough of my powder where I can't fly away but enough where I always crawl on back to you, unfortunately you never wish to fly with me ,oh baby could we soar,but Instead you leave my wings weak and sore,cold and worn, dying for your heat, falling at your feet, stammering to your light ,ever losing the fight ,it's in your dimness that I do dwell with you in this sweet repetitive hell, sit in my cage ever waiting for you to open my cell
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