Thoughts
I Didn’t Ask to Fall in Love With You, It Just Happened" 05-21-15
I Didn’t ask to fall in love with you, it just happened
I try not to Love you
When i awake in the morning
I still am in Love with you
You want me to feel what you feel
It hurts to think about you touching me
but makes me warm to think about
I don’t trust guys all that well
I’ve never been touched or felt up, Though longed to cradled
I know you aim not to hurt me
I shouldn’t because it's wrong
I should because you’ve opened something inside of me that i’ve never had before
Lover after Lover, I’ve left or been left
Love is not easy
Nor easy to come by
I been someone’s Angel, Baby or Goddess
But never belonged or allowed to be owned by another
Too Stubborn
Too Foolish is what I see in myself with this challenge
The pattern formed when you showed who you became in the present,
As I lay and Dream I vision the impossible
You pulling me
Touching your face as you lay your hands around my waist
My blouse unbuttoned
Your breath hot as mine
I lay sweet kisses around your neck
I take thee into my arms and show what I hold inside
Though Sexual
Though Passionate
Though Exotic and Intangible
Though Hearts so pure and untainted with undiscovered worth
Hidden behind the mask of anger and attention
You let me know your more than the words you sprout for attention and fear
You have a soul
I shouldn't feel what my heart won't allow me to act upon
To feel your touch
The smell of your skin
Those Beautiful Brown Eyes, make mine drip
What you feel in your heart makes mine jump on pins
My mind says no
My heart says yes
Tempted to you, tempted to not
Though will never be one
You're still in my thoughts
.........................................Taylor Nichole Cathey.
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