The Way I Am
As I fill my life with constant dread
I have these crazy thoughts within my head
Nothing seems to take this pain away
Not even the alcohol I drink every day
I try to live life one day at a time
Trying to figure out just what’s on my mind
Staying up and talking to friends
Really just trying to make a mends
Trying to live as long as I can
I think that’s really life’s only plan
As I set thinking and alone
I really wonder whats going on
What am I really supposed to do
Who is it that I need to talk to
Why does the pain in my heart hurt so bad
How could I had loved someone I never had
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