I can't believe how my life has changed from one of a happy facade through the morose and hopeless trajectory that I traveled daily to my final resting place of ultimate bliss. My path was a crazy one of delusions and phobias. For years, I felt uneasy and heavy hearted. I was obsessed by my thoughts. Thoughts I couldn't control. My brain roamed freely through these ideas. I grappled with my conscious. What to do? I then listened to my inner voice and ran with my heart. I rushed head long into your waiting arms. Where I have found my true self and can be the person who was hiding within all along. A woman who is happy, safe, and secure in her own skin, on her own terms.