The Final Note, Pt. Ii
In this dead relationship, I never thought…
I touch my lip, and scream for what I sought.
This, my last poem, is for my one love.
As the lights dim, she is the only one I dream of.
I'm running out of time, I wish I could just GO!
The love wasn’t prime, I JUST DIDN’T KNOW!
I'm not okay, I promise you.
Because I awoke today, I can’t make it through.
Was it worth it in the end, what happened?
To lose a best friend, hope for God send.
To see your smile, I look to memories…
I think every once in a while, about how I said I would go over seas.
You told me no, to never let go of my hold.
I said I wouldn’t go, and I wouldn’t trade you for all the gold.
So the pain I felt, was so real.
By my dead body I knelt, praying not to heal.
So I apologize, for what I’ve done.
And yet I realize, you’re not my special one.
I never would have seen, this in my future.
Now I know what this will mean, but I thought us so pure.
Every night when I dream, I see your smiling, loving face.
Things aren’t what they seem, for I’m still in this hellish place.
As I touch your face, with my caressing hand.
I feel your grace, yet it is my time when I stand.
This is a surprise, to see you, alone, here.
When I see your eyes, they fall tear after tear.
Even through my cries, I scream, "THIS PAIN WILL ALWAYS SEER!"
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