Love Poem: The Fear

The Fear

I awaken from despair. I want 
to scream out for help yet I am 
so speechless. Is this my 
destiny? Am I always gonna be 
afraid of your dark shadow? Am 
I just your little play toy that 
you can throw away when you 
get bored of me. Why do you 
like making me cry, why do you 
enjoy my pain why why why 
what did I do for you to hurt me 
so much why oh why :'(