Love Poem: The Beacon Runneth Over
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Written by: Matthew Bailey

The Beacon Runneth Over

There’s thousands of puzzles that have never been solved and never will be 
Please excuse my OCD as it floods my brain completely 
I’m a man of cold hard evidence 
As I’ll be sure to fax you all my fax complete receipts 
As they continuing printing  

“Follow me, I can give you answers you didn’t know you needed” 
What he whispers in the ears of the vulnerable 
Dear prince of fallen angels,
Tell me every demon was once apart of heaven 

She could have dropped her sword and ran 
But instead she used your words against you indisputably 
She runs away with the weight of the world on her shoulders,
and the power to turn any metal into gold 
And any heart into a slave for her idolized soul 

She had the politicians begging for answers and writing down notes 
While your fathers prayed tenfold 

There’s thousands of unsolved crimes that have never been solved 
and never will be 
And there’s no justice in higher security 
But the warriors in red have a hold of me
Showing me a more progressive way of masculinity 
While your fathers blew their money on tokens of affection,
Paying for love tenfold 

There’s a million questions I have about my mind that have never been answered, and never will be 
Like why my OCD has to take over me completely,
Repeating the same lines to myself quietly 
I feel like a mental patient in my own hospitality 

Writing novels of accountability 
While your fathers were on their hands and knees
With blood on their hands, 
Screaming “why did this happen to me?”

Like feeling relief after a break up 
Something was your sign all along 
We either don't see it until it's too late 
Or we choose to ignore it 

And you can't convince me otherwise;
Spies have one job
And yours was to be a part of my life 

I'm used to feeling disappointed
But that doesn't mean it gets less scathing 
And you can't convince me otherwise;
A spy has one job 
And with the blood on your hands,
Caught red-handed, 
You failed at only disappointing me slightly
You didn't have it in you to give me the bare minimum
Like the warriors before you that dropped their swords and ran,
Regretting their choice of a life of violence over romance 

Dear prince of fallen angels,
Please remind me that every demon was once at the hands of God,
fighting for forgiveness tenfold