The Battle of Desperation
Where do I put my hate at the end of the day?
Who will save my soul when I forget to pray?
How do I fall asleep at night?
When all I want to do is fight!
Who can I love when my love has gone away?
Why can't I be the man that would make her want to stay?
I rip my mind apart like the blade rips the flesh.
At the end of the day my head is a bloody mess.
I don't slip cause I won't get up from a fall.
I am losing at life's game so I am left to ball.
They laugh at my demise cause they can't resist.
So I know when my body expires, it won't be missed.
The cold flesh will become a bone frame.
No one will ever look at me the same.
I will fall and your tongue will cause the slip!
Your bottle of pain is not the same as mine, just a sip!
Get drunk and high off my misery.
Spit it, suck it, slam it, then let me be.
I am a sinner so throw your stone.
Make your hatred known and then leave me alone!
My soul is not worth saving any more.
This battle has ended and I am done for!
I do not need to sleep at night!
I can fight a war with out any sight!
My love is gone and gone for good!
She did not love me and I know now she never would!
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