Too many times I've impulsively used a poor choice of words and cursed I can be a bundle of uncontrollable emotions at the seams ready to burst I can be a self destructive train wreck of negativity in reverse Fears and doubts replace confidence some days and words from actions are diverse A whirlwind of confusion and insecurities in mass overflow dispersed I sometimes sound like a broken record rehearsed Still for your precious time you don't wish to be reimbursed You hydrate my soul and quench my thirst My fragile heart you keep delicately nursed As the saying goes they don't deserve you at your best if they can't handle you at your worst Thank you