Love Poem: Tears of Blood
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Written by: Kasim Ishmael

Tears of Blood

Once I though I was invincible
That life will last forever
Now when I look in the mirror
I see that I was not that very clever

The tomorrow that was far away
Is now here today
And I can’t remember yesterday
But I am stuck in it somewhere

The love that had elude me
All of my lonely life
Showed its face again
Only to stabs me like a knife

Now I have to learn to live again
While Tears of blood fall from my heart
And I will never blame her
Because I was not honest from the start

I don’t know how to stop my pain
That’s taking the life out of me
I wish god would take my life
And put me out of my misery

I am so tired of hurting
And I don’t know what to do
Why did god treat me so cruel?
By showing me the magic of you

If he knows it was not going to happen
Why did he make me meet you?
How can he just stand and look
Can’t he see the pain I’m going through?

Am I not a human being?
Have I not done my good deed?
How can he make me hungry for love?
And then not let me get feed

How can god show me love?
And turn his back as on me
I prayer that my mother forgives me
When she laid me to rest in the cemetery

Mother your son was hurting
And he never told anyone how much
But he fell in love with a girl
And couldn’t live without her touch

Please forgive me for the pain I cause
But I just couldn’t live with her
And I couldn’t prayer to god
Because its he who made me suffer

He who send her to me
Like an angel from above
And he know we were so different
But still he made me fall in love

I just love her so much
And it hurts so badly
Because it will take only a miracle
Form her to marry me

They say love don’t discriminate
And that love is blind
So now i hope and wish
That she will be mine

But she said a second chance
Means to say good bye
So mother please forgive me
Without her I had to die