Suicide Letter
No one is happy all of the time
But for me I can never find happiness
And every day is a struggle for survival
Fill with pain and hurt and loneliness.
I try to find understanding in the world
But there are no time outs for my situations
And every second that goes by
My life is sinking deeper in seclusion
Then one day the sun shine’s on me
And the hope of love and happiness came
And a bright future seems reachable
But to that sunshine my love was just a game
And my heart become over ridden with pain
As my soul accepts the suffering that arrive
And no matter how hard I try to fight it
My mind is saying to me " take your own life
For love is a powerful universal emotion
That every one of us so dearly seeks
And it can make our life whole and complete
And when we don’t get it our will to survive gets weak
Trying to live with depression was hard enough
But now knowing I found love that I couldn’t save
It’s just more than I can take right now
And the grim reaper keeps calling me to the grave
Yes I do have the love of all my family
But family love is a complexly different love
It could never protect you with any comfort
When you are hurt by the girl you dreamt of
And just the though of some one else holding her
When she was the one to be your future wife
I just could not take the pain and suffering
So please forgive me god as I plan to take my life
People will say what a fool he was to do that
No woman is worth for you to die for
But it’s easy to say that because they don’t know
How much I really really truly loved her
Suicide thoughts are buried deep into my mind
And every day is coming closer to the end
And I giving in for my mind now controls me
Very soon it will be fulfill, but no one knows when
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