Still Can'T Let Go
It was clear from the beginning, I
was born to love no other.
It was clear to my heart that it found
it's proper owner.
Many things got fuzzy, everything
was catastrophic, but one thing
never changed.
I can't forget my love for you, I can't
forget your touch.
I can't forget your voice, I can't forget
your sight.
I can't ignore how my body cries for
you, and most certainly not the pain
my heart feels.
I don't like being with out you, I don't
like the hostility in my heart of
disgracing your image and wanting it
more than ever. I can't control the
battle that losing you puts me
through, a battle against myself, an
infinite realm in which I have no
better outcome than perishing after
you. I hopelessly wait for my time, I
long for the day to reunite with you. I
planned a whole lifetime together,
my mind can't process the idea of
our life not allowing the opportunity.
I want you, I need you, time can't
heal me, its impossible. I love you, I'll
cry it forever. I scream to the world,
past the universe past the point of
my capable vocal chords. I'd fight
with anyone who stood between us,
nothing can take me from you. You
have my thoughts, my heart, my soul
and my body. My first real lover, the
first to gain my approval, the first to
make me scream "Yes!!" due to the
hand you took. I shed my tears for
you, and they won't stop coming. I
gave you everything, and the only
thing I'll be able to do is live my life
for you. I'm confused though, how
can I live this life when I don't want it,
I loathe the day I couldn't live my life
with you, I became accustomed to
you, to our routine. They say young
love is stupid, idiotic, unfathomable,
but it was the most real, most
wanted most confusing and pleasing
thing I've gone through. How can
something hurt and cause so much
pleasure. There's a reason you place
your pride aside for your love.. And
that's the sole reason
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