Spiraling
I unraveled to you at a huge loss.
it didn't take long to see
how much that word vomit cost me.
Now I'm spiraling and I can't go back.
I can't get my life back on track.
where do we go from here?
I can listen to you all day long
but when I try to say how I feel
it goes all wrong. So I try to write
it down in a song but the words are empty.
Now I'm spiraling and my words won't fill
the empty space, and I feel so ill. I can't
take back what I said, This is so unreal.
I'm pretty sure I broke us.
So I'll just be here to listen to you,
I'll be your friend like I always do.
But if I opened my mouth fill it with a shoe,
I can't go through this again.
Now I'm spiraling and my words don't rhyme,
I think about you all the time
But now I know I can't tell you that,
it has wrecked us.
I thought we were different but there's
too much you can't reciprocate. Life with
you will be a lonely fate, I don't do good
when my feelings are bound, wound so tight
I can't touch the ground.
Now I'm spiraling and You can't be here,
I need you now but you've disappeared. Your
my best friend but I've no one left to talk to.
I wish I could make the day go away, like
it never happened the way it did today.
I said so much I shouldn't have said,
now without you I feel dead.
Now I'm spiraling so just let me die,
I said too much and I don't know why. I don't
know how to get back to you.
We're miles apart now.
The next time I see you i'll be wearing a smile,
and you can tell me about your day, share your hopes
and pains because I'm your friend but you'll never
know just how much I won't say.
Now I'm spiraling and I'm holding it in,
I've muted my heart so you won't hear me, So
you won't feel me, So you'll still
want to be near me.
©SamHarty
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