Special 'You'
Eyes so lifeless, gone is the sparkle.
Limbs so frail, like living after a disaster.
The only remedy, you, lie so far on the other shore of the ocean.
In the depths of my heart, prevails the core of my unkempt emotions.
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I shriek in agony, your name over n over
intoxicated with a sweet poison,
I can't have enough of your thoughts, circling my mind's horizon.
So addicting, so infusing
The aura of your persona pulls me closer.
In the depths of your eyes as they shackle me in desperation.
You keep me bound to my loyalty for another sulking season.
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Leaping through the time, growing up together.
Second by second, minute by minute;
The feeling grows fold by fold.
Flaring, thriving, never aging
Three fold is my love for you, than the first time you made your appearance.
How many days how many tears,
How many people have passed by.
But the only person left the impression was you, I like.
On a whim or some occassions you do still cross my mind.
I wonder on a side note, if I'm the same to you as you are special to my conscience.
I am writing a poem dedicated to you.
But will you ever care enough, to spare me a glance, when I am burdened by my emotions?
Amidst all the chaos,
Will you ever hold me, if I were to break into a thousand pieces, out of insanity?
Will you ever be there to pull me out, if I was drowing, in the dumps of agony?
Will you ever reciprocate my feelings, I have been carrying for you since our whole journey?
Will you ever do?
Will you?
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I can see your back, facing my front.
I wished you would stay, I wish you would look back.
But you keep walking ahead, wearing what emotions I wonder.
I wish you would let me be your companion so we would overcome the hurdles,
hand in hand together.
But you so blinded, I am aware.
I am counting the days as they pass endlessly,
But you drift further n further;
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I am standing alone ashore, my heart in my hands.
Feelings for you still pouring like a fountain.
Encompassed by numbing solitude.
My eyes so lifeless, have lost the sparkle.
My limbs so frail, they tread no further.
The crashing waves sucking away all the life force, plausible.
You still make me long for something impossible.
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