Love Poem: Sorrow
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Written by: London F. Buss

Sorrow

Sorrow

 Just because in laughing don’t mean I’m not dying inside
  said you were so God damned mean
 But I didn’t mean what I said.
 Tears in your eyes…no surprise, I wished that I was dead.
 Just because I’m not crying inside 
 That don’t mean … sorrow aint looking for somewhere to hide.
 Sorrow in my heart, as your blue eyes cried endlessly,
 I don’t like my face,
 I don’t like my voice,
 I can‘t listen to my own lies, 
 I can’t find my jacket,
 I can’t find my shoes,
 I can’t find my shadow because it’s left me for you.
 I gotta get outa this place.
 Only Sorrow remains,
 I’m out here cold walking alone in the rain.
 Maybe I’m insane?
 keep thinking about the pain I put you through.
 It’s time for?????
 Don’t know what to say,
 Sorrow and regret just get in the way.
 And you’re with him? Revenge???
 I can’t blame you,
 I’m just dying
 I got to get outa this place.
 Wrapped in my selfish dreams
 I pushed you away,
 With that look of sorrow on your face,
 I’m insane, no one else to blame,
 Burning that candle from both ends.
 Let’s dance sorrow out the door,
 And try again, just
 Once more?????????