Some Thoughts From Me To You
I sit here in this lonely room
and what was once my life now causes my gloom
because I want to still be with you
the walls slowly are closing in
I think about the years that have past
yet I don't know just where to begin
when I close my eyes I still can se your face
if I listen very closely I can hear your voice say my name
but when I open my eyes reality once again sets in
and your still not here with your arms holding me tight
just like my days past it's another lonely night
I look for you everywhere I go
I search faces yet I still don't know
where you are today
or even if you are okay
the not knowing is killing me more with each passing day
family and friends try to help me get through
but the only one to stop my pain is you
I remember so much about you and me
people are amazed by just how much
yet remembering what we had although so sweet
don't give me back your touch
I try not to get my hopes of you and I being one again to high
because just like many others life hasn't been so kind
but I believe in what I feel in my bones, soul and heart
that somehow we are connected and never should have been torn apart
I have to believe this cause what else do I have to do
but sit here day after day and remember you
only thing is it would pain me deeply to find out that
for all this time you had felt the same way for me as I do for you
see I wouldn't wish the pain of not having your true
one and only on anyone, any day it makes life so hard to get through
so see I need to find you and make everything very clear
that I just don't want you I really do need you here
and if the day does come when we can see each other again after all these years
believe me when I say there will be a lot of tears
one final thought from me to you
I need you to know that I didn't know then I've always
been deeply and hopelessly in love with you
and I never want this feeling to end or hide it from the world again
I know it's taken a long time for these feelings to be said
yet this is all so very true
before I could really find out what being "in love" was
it took me all these years to find out what being "in love" wasn't
and what it wasn't was not having you here still
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