Some Day
Someday, you will know that
I loved you even through,
I had to leave so fast I never
wanted it this way.
Someday, you will know that
my heart broke in to
un repairable pieces that day
no super glue can mend it.
Someday, you will know that
the rain drops that fall
down from the sky above are
my tears of losing you.
Someday, you will know that
I never stopped thinking of
you both, I went to Parks
looking for you all the time.
Someday, you will know that
I fought so hard to find you
guys and tried to get you back,
but I could not find you anywhere.
Someday, you will know that
I never forgot you ever.
Every Holiday, every Birthday
my heart crumbled even more.
Someday, you will know that
the things said about me
were untrue by the people who
were suppose to protect you.
Someday you will know that
I missed your growing up
and I miss you now seeing you
as grown adults with family.
Some day, you will know that
the ocean holds the many
tears I cried over losing the two
of you I thought I would drown.
Someday, you will know that
God never wanted it to this way.
He wanted us to be a family but it
wasn't possible.
Someday, you will know that
I told everyone I had 2
handsome Sons who got in the
middle of a battle that wasn't theirs.
Someday, you will know that
I am and always will be
your Mother and we are bonded
together by blood.
Someday, you will know that
I had to let you go because it
was in your best interest at the time.
It had been taken out of hands.
Someday, You will know that
things happen and we are not
to question why but just to accept
and never stop looking and loving.
Someday, you will know that
no matter what they said to
you about me I always Loved you.
Someday, you will know that
I have never been the seem
with out in my life but never for get
you are and forever my Sons.
Someday, you will know that
I kept your baby books and the
cards you made for me so long ago.
That I am so Proud of you both.
Someday, you will know that
you know, you were, you are
and always be loved, missed and
welcome in my someday.
***This Holiday Season I wrote this Poem for my 2 Sons as
a Dedication to what they mean to me! This is for my
Sons and their Families on this Thanksgiving 2010.
I love you always,
your Mom forever more,
Rhonda
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