Love Poem: So Rawz It Hurts
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Written by: John-Ovan.P. Hull

So Rawz It Hurts

The winds been knocked out my sail
Every night I sob and wail
Sadly to no avail
Death still wears it's darkly veil.

I'm sure you're fine and bathed in light
I sure do miss you day and night
I just want to hold you tight
I'm just not ready to say goodnight.

Heads in turmoil, heart is too
So many things we'd yet to do
Everyday I think of you
Everyway I'm feeling blue.

You're my hero, you're my star
I know you're not that far
A permanent resident in my heart
Until the day I also depart.

Sadly, so many already wait for me
But yours better be the first 'face' I see
For it feels like I've waited an eternity
And we've only just got through week number three.

How you were feeling, I wish I'd known
That dark seed rooted and began to grow
While barely a worry was shown
You don't have to face things on your own.

The good fall too soon, wise words say
Ides of misfortune blow and sway
And consume all in it's way
Those poor souls who are taken away.

These tears they never end
Fresh supplies are always sent
My resolves had to bend
And my heart will never mend.

A missing plate at every meal
A loss like this will not heel
A certain pain I'll always feel
My life is emptier, that's for real.

Words can't convey what this loss means
Only being allowed to see you in my dreams
As if we're on opposing teams
I bet that star really gleams.

Farewell sweet soul, you took your bow
I'm struggling on somehow
I don't know how
It's all I can do for now.