Snow
I feel at home when it snows, because it's as cold as my heart
No one knows how much pain I hold in my scars
I'm numb to pain, I've shut my feelings off
I feel at home when it snows, because it's as cold as my heart
Pain is all I've ever known, but if I say I love you I mean it
It's just I'm unable to show it, so you won't get to see it
I'm unable to express it in action, because I've never seen it
That's why I won't say I love you, because I don't know how to make you believe it
I've been through too much to be affected by anything now
Just as I started to fly, they cut my wings down
Some girls wonder why I don't show affection and ask where my heart has gone
I tell them, there's an icebox where my heart used to be like I'm Omarion
I have my wall up at all times and remain protected
This poem is all over the place, but I don't have the heart to redirect it
They bring up my bipolar disorder and make fun
I laugh in their face because I've been made numb
Parents never gave me a hug, so I don't open my arms
As some are self-inflicted I can heal my own scars
You wouldn't hear my heart beat even if I did get scared
I'm so psychotic that I day dream about my nightmares
I feel at home when it snows, because it's as cold as my heart
No one knows how much pain I hold in my scars
I'm numb to pain, I've shut my feelings off
I feel at home when it snows, because it's as cold as my heart
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