Silent Love
Am I able to express my feelings
Or shall I seal my lips
In horror with the shredding memories and failures of this heart
Never letting it speak out
Bottled up with emotions that are stored in the depth of my soul
Is it possible to stop this watch from ticking
Making my time pause in an infinite world and future
Is this being able to withstand the confusion
As rapid minutes turn into hours and days
Leaving this agony to speak to burst away
Am I able to show how my hurtful soul can be reborn again
Able to love and share the beauty and joy and this magical feeling
Yet I'm reserved to this
scared of the outcome and negativity
Love has been shown in such mystical ways
believed to make you float during your lasting days
Or can it tear you apart and bury you in sadness
For I have faith in this love
Even though it has been teared away from me
Allowed to break with the shattering pieces in sadness
Its been hard to see you everyday
Gazing at your eyes
Wishing you knew about mine
I can't react
So I must wait as an echo
Until you open your heart freeing your thoughts
And then I can allow myself to open mine
I could forever wait for this response
Unable to admit my thoughts
So I stay in silence
For I can't make a sound
Sealed forever more in the darkness of my heart
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