Love Poem: Sick Part 1
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Sick Part 1

Avoid me – I’m SICK
Time will tell if you and I are meant to be – God, can you pick?
I’m willing to wait on Him
With selflessness, patience and self-control
I have low self-esteem…if I dream I’m outta this horrid hole,
Then my dream would come true…
Waiting on her…I’m so blue…
Sick with dem luv flu
Sick with dem luv flu
I’m alone and on my own
But, I won’t cry…I won’t be sad…
Don’t ask why…I’m pretty mad…
I’m crazy cuz I want to be
I’m weird cuz I need to be
Just to be with you
Just to be with you
Self-doubt leaves me somehow…
Somewhat, feeling better
Anyhow, how have you been?
I’ve been clinging on to your sweater
I will love you, even when I am sick
I will love you, even when I am not perfect…
I am bipolar, yet brave
Savor the breath of sickness
Every hour, I sleep in distress
With you, I’m happy…
Without you, I’m not happy…
I’m sick with dem luv flu 
I’m sick with dem luv flu
I’m sick with or without you…
I’m stronger than I realize
I’m not alone
I’m not a failure
God is from up above
Love affairs…
Playing truths or dares…
Put the footprints in my heart
Before you tear it apart
I’m caught out of breath…
Me, myself and I
Held me back from the thought of hurting 
The pain of your rain…
Drained into me
Drained into me
Washed away the grief
And it gave me relief
I’m sick in the head…
You saw the beauty in me…
Silence shouldn’t be said
Letting go is the wish to be free
Peace be to all…
I will stand tall…
Leave the past in the past
Let’s live for the future…
Though it may be a blur…
The past doesn’t last…
Nothing in the Earth is free…
Men and women have hearts that bend and break…
Then, they fall back into place…
For the sake of time, I can’t tell you I love you for heaven’s sake
Give me your glory and grace…
Burn me like a fire…
Your desire does to me…
I love you and restore my faith…
Restore my peace…
Restore my joy…
Fall from the tree forever…
Because I’m worth so much more than HIM…
The Father is bliss and happiness 
Bliss and happiness…
Bliss and happiness…
Quietly, I break in my muse
Singing old news with the blues
Dust off my shoes…
You gave me sickness and fantastic flus 
Champion lions and dandy lions come together as one
Battles surely won
Battles surely won