I close my eyes I see right through despair I close my mouth I pray it never dares The day I chose my path is the day I left you there The second I looked back is when I stopped to stare My focus on this world evolved from you My lying and denial barely got me through Here it comes Time to kill disease Here it is The plague is planting seeds If I try to smile the pain will come for me But living in denial will never help me breathe I’ll never feel again and I’m on my knees I’m looking for what’s lost but I still can’t see The circle of my lies never seems to end Everywhere I look I still see the dead But looking at my heart, who am I to judge? This parasite is dying and it holds a grudge I thank you now Morning comes for me I hold you now I live in memories