She Will Be Free
After so many fighting, after so many problems
We never knew that we always needed from each other.
I am always afraid of talking to you
I am always afraid of getting close by
Maybe you believe that I’m bad, maybe you believe I’m not wise
But I’m the only one who would never let your heart fell apart.
We live in a world full of fake friends
We live in a world full of hypocrites
But I know that such things are
Something that I would never be.
I also know that I’m not perfect
Just because I’m not like the rest
But men like me try to always do their best
Besides so much troubles and differences
Surrounding ourselves.
I can’t understand why you are with those fake friends
I can’t understand why do you lie to yourself
I just want you to look deep within your heart
So you can know what do you really want.
I know I’ve acted like an idiot
I know that I’ve screwed up before
I know that you may see me as a stupid joke
But I want you to be able to forgive
Something that people has never done to me.
I wonder if we had seen each other in the past
I wonder if should had ever been together
But if we ended up in the same place, at the same time
Then we were both one, with our destinies on the same side.
You may judge me for how I am
But you have no idea, of the pain and suffering
That I had in my past, after being a normal kid
Who lived his life, as the way it should be.
I don’t know if I will survive this war
I don’t know whether if I will end up killing myself
But if there would be just one last thing I would wish to you
Is you to find peace and happiness within yourself.
It is out of my knowledge, why do you hate me so much
Everything that happened was for a reason I believe
No matter if it was right or if it was wrong
But this is how things are must to be done.
Its quite obvious that I’m a weirdo, but also with 17 years old
I think that I’m too young to fight and die in a useless war
But it fill me with peace, it fills me with hope
Just to think, that you are the only one who can save my soul.
The decision of saving me, is all by your own
Because there is no way that I can escape from this horrible war
Without your hope, but it is totally up to you whether if my soul
Will keep living or if it will just fall.
2017.
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