Secrets Unsaid
Imaginations
Suffocating sanity
Thoughts of you
Being too long
Without you
Wondering
What ifs
With the heavy hidden words
That never reach you
Being afraid
Embarassment and self blame
Asking for trouble
Though it is love
Cautious consideration
Like status, age , colour
Eventhough it should not matter
But cannot help
As these doubts will always find a way
Back in my head
My situation
Never good
Long way to go
To recovery
So painful
Not wanting anyone
Too close to feel it
Though I want to love you
I just can't
My body
Hurt and broken
Unable to hold you
Cold heart of mine
Frostbite on your soul
Breaking you down
Bittersweet lips
Taste of thorns
Dripping unpure blood
Untasteful after
I am cold
Let me go
You are safe away from me
I love you
Always hoping things better for you
Though I am no longer
By your side...
© Sue Sanzz 2020
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