Love Poem: Secret Security

Secret Security

I look back, and my heart is still torn,
You had me believing, but obviously there was more,
Your plans didn't just include me,
You had hidden agendas I couldn't see,
If you were here, these things you could never hide,
You knew I would see through your alibi,
Yet, my hypothetical guesses hit a nerve,
You couldn't stand to see the truth, or the honesty heard,
But you will never forget, even in the decisions you make,
The Heart Of the truth through these mistakes,
When disguise comes to surface, and you fall to your knees,
Then and only then will you remember me,
The sadness penetrating through my bones,
The love he forfeited for his image bestowed,
For in his heart he knows with just one touch,
His heart would melt and feel too much,
The boundaries of protection God has placed around my soul,
The sensitive love only my God can show,
Saving my spirit from a world of pain,
Holding my heart, extending me grace,
Secret security you know nothing about,
Or the army of angels Gods placed around,
Me.....