Save Me From Decay
You'd looked at me, and said,
"Why?"
And you know what I wanted to say?
I love you. Always have,
Always will,
And it's really sad to say-
We've been fighting-
too much lately
And I never get a break
This,
mixed with everything else,
Is getting harder to work with every day
So I take my pain out this way,
As punishment-
For my mistakes
Instead, I said,
"There's too much going on;
This is how I take the pain away."
Which is almost truth,
But even so,
It's not what I wanted to say
So I did it again,
As part of my plan,
Because I lied, again, today
Lier and cheat,
But in discreet,
Just nasty all the way
It's what I've become,
And all I've done,
Is let it progress in every way
Satan's control,
Is too strong not to hold,
So he manipulates my soul, and it's decay
Only your hold,
Could steal my soul,
But you're too blind, with priorities aray
Keen, quick, and smart,
Your skills are an art,
But your sensitivity doesn't work the same
Oblivious to others' emotions,
Gives the strong notion, that you only care for yourself,
And none other remain
But it's not true,
They're blind to the true you,
And it's driving me insane
Your better than that,
Amazing, at that,
And I never want you to change
Please save me from this,
You're the only thing that could dismiss,
This anxiety in my brain
I will be gone,
For a time, really long,
Unless you save my soul from decay
Because when everyone's gone,
And I feel lost and gone,
You stay on my mind, all the same
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