Love Poem: Sacred Promise
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Sacred Promise

That first black and white
grainy
strangely fluid
floating
flat screen view
of the early developing individual
inside EarthMother's womb

Reminds me
of that first
full-spectrum green and blue
strangely white cloudy
moistly floating
slowly revolving
flat screen view
of home planet
still developing
evolving
revolving Earth.

A LeftBrain dominant individual worldview
from a RightBrain bilaterally individuating
Self/Mother
Home/Other
co-arising contextual perspective.

Resilience becomes difficult
to see these embryonic becomings
as if emerging from 
monotheistic v panentheistic
ego-transcendent v ecosystemic immanent
imminent
degeneratively emergent
anxious Original 
offspring eating the sacred Host
Sin.

Original corruption,
degeneratively mortal design 
implies our Creator,
our recreative natural/spiritual processes,
our Yangish MonoGod,
our Yintegral PanEntheistic regenerativity,

Made an anthropomorphic
inhumane
unloving
win v lose 
zero-sum calculated mistake

Original Sin
concludes that humane spirituality
is dualistically severed
from divinity's naturally regenerative
integral
organic
synergetically co-relational
win/win potential
before any umbilical cord
is surgically severed.

This, in turn,
confuses a LeftBrain dominant
either true or false
way of competitively adding v subtracting
win/win multiplying nonviolent regenerative health
for both mother and child,
Earth and her EarthTribal memories

Back before straight white privileged
LeftBrain dominant males
disproportionately developed English,

Further back
before linguistic empowered language
evolved from economically enlightened 
numeric quantification
scale
organic rhythm
syncretic nurturing pace
integral sacred felt space
curiously intrigued
emergent win/win 
co-relational 
metric 
fractal DNA patterns
of co-attaching
healthy co-investments

Infant organic neurosystems already knew
Earth's bilateral inspiring intelligence
was troubled
when the following were no longer nondualistically sensed
as self-referencing
regenerative
integral 
synonymous win/win experiences:

internal life as external love's effect
external resilience supporting internal resonance
nature outsiding inside spirit
body-mind
EgoBaby/EarthSystemicMother

Passionately iconic compassion
humane-divine sacrament
secular-sacred
ego-ecosystemic
autonomy of interdependence
oneness of nonzero completion
linearity of spiraling circles
fullness of empty closure

Historic enculturation
justice of peace
equity of integrity
externally decolonizing internal creolization
of consciousness

Health optimizing wealth
Me of We
individual co-relationships
competitive cooperation
Either/Or deductions reconsidering Both/And inductions
linear bipolarity co-arising circular dipolarity

Prescriptive Thoughts emerging from descriptive Feelings
cognition of intuition
perceiving EarthTribe receiving
secular space throughout sacred time

Imagining my journey
since my first black and white
prematurely grey grainy
strangely fluid
floating
flat screen worldview
of ego-home planet
still developing
evolving
revolving 
health wealthing 
sacred 
full-spectrum 
spiraling MotherEarth
Promise.