Love Poem: Queen of Hearts
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Queen of Hearts

Conceived in manic sorrow,
proclaiming her self-left-as-righteous Hollowness,
the less assertive Queen of Hearts:

I'm good between either of these two black kings
and those two black jacks behind, 
either one,
no matter to me

Between a spade for digging soul enrichment
or a clubbing tool to force what's mine
or should be 'cause it could be,
it's all the same to me,
but I have no use for diamonds
or other hearts,
unless of course you decide to play PolyPathic hearts and diamonds with me,
and Sister
then we might form a primal tributary
through temporal primacy,
you see,
or not,
which also matters notnot to me,
to us, really

You see,
my dear Win-Lose player,
I do not consider Yeah? or NoWay?
notnot both-and
with the same economic WinWin equivalencies
as do you,
yet still it is my voice you hear
in Egoyou as ecoconscious co-arising empathy.

My Queenly Heart co-empathic powers
speak through our mutually-deaf right ear
of primal strategic order,
fractal syntax dreams and shapes,
rhythms and nature's pattern of light and dark
and seasons suggesting reasons
for health reverses decay,
bicameral reds and black
equivalently polycultured
synergetically stacked 
Player-self/other cooperative optimizing
WinWin politically seasonal reasoned choices
for which and where to both fold and unfold,
so as not to refold

This Queen of Hearts
prefers two black kings NotNot
on top
with two black jacks, AngerPast with FutureFear
more positively negative
to push my sacred eco-behind
to make lovely nutritional pies and charts and designs
while Earth's sun still shines climatically
LeftSunEgo/RightEarthEco NotNot-centered
dipolar

(and, frankly, diastatically equivalent pre/post-climatic opti-sustained,
but don't let on
'cause people confuse my Ecos-energy with QueenDiamond's Eros-lust for wealth
far beyond what could ever be good for her own health,
but if you tell her I said that
I will politically and economically deny right/left pathological imbalance 
on-bilateral-systemic-memorynetwork as WorldWinWin-line)

Diastatic Queen of Hearts EcoMessianic
bicameral voices nibbling through
my recessive Right ear to hear
health gift-it-forward
bicameral eyes to see 
nutritional embryonic regenerativity.

Queen of Hearts 
teaches Gaia-As-Self-Care lessons
for life as love
by first divesting 
of all that competitive overinvesting
in Left-brain dominant-dissonant 
bicameral quasidomesticity.

The King of EarthClubbing Win-Lose Games,
don' want you to know
he's got his biggest Deepest-SpaceClub Transitionally aiming
to shoot way past your stressing,
over-clubbed past and over-spading fading future Ego,
arrows landing in WinWin ecotherapy landscapes,
filled with polycultural decks of (0)Mega card manna,
each one steering toward WinWin Polytaire.