Please Kill Me
How and when? Did I not see? Did I not realize?
I opened my eyes and then she was gone, never to back again
I asked myself what shall I do now, then answer was a dark spot
I looked here and there to find someone, some one literally
But I knew there were none, there were none
All I could see was dark and still I’m in that place where dark in the only word
That I can find to explain what I’ve been living in what I’m going into
What I came from where I was living and where I’m about to die
Where there is curse for me, where I can find a dark lonely place to cry
Where there are souls of those people whose love died like mine
Who died not because the death took their life but they took it from him
You doubt that I wouldn’t shed an ocean full of tears for you?
Id shed ocean full of blood for you my dear, Tears are just like air
They are in my eyes like the air in the atmosphere
They say we human would die without air in the atmosphere
And I’d die without tears in my eyes that have your name on every single drop
I’m not yet mad that I don’t realize things; I still remember that there used to be
Day and night, and now its night and night, but the source of day is still in the sky
I wonder why it’s always night where I come from? Why I’m not supposed to live in one
Now the word hurt is as much as help for my life, so hurt me, curse me, just go ahead and
kill me
That would not still help me I guess and dying would be cheap for you
What’s there that I can really do for you? For me for my feelings that I have for you
Those very one that never die, whatever you do to me, they seem to be immortal
Please you brought me those you gave me those, you wrote it you must know the way to
erase it please, if it’s a one way process that you’ve done
Ill welcome you with my heart open, Please kill me
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