Love Poem: Over...
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Written by: Lyndell Cadasse

Over...

Premature feelings
Sadistic dealings 
I no longer want these (cuss)ing feelings
Make it easier to handle
Make my bull.... so I don’t  have to handle
Confronting that I do not want her
That maybe I never loved her
That like all the others
She was just a .... and conquer
My four point girl sex
Body, soul, heart, mind 
Perplexed, the very things I wish to find

Maybe it’s the distance
Maybe it’s the unspent instants 
The time away from her
The withdrawal and time I stay from her
Maybe it’s the toll of the role she had to play
Maybe it’s the toll of the roll of death’s card she had to play
Cause my bull.... left her no voice to speak out
I left her no choice but to sneak out
On her own making difficult decisions
Running around on her covert missions
Bobbing and weaving
All the lying and deceiving
Leaves more than just a scar on her heart
How do I beg and try to start
To tell her that I’m sorry
Nothing I say could quell her worry

Not there to hold her hand
Not there to try to stand
Tall and protect my love
Served as another cage to 
Trap another beautiful dove
Right now my apologies don’t mean ....
Promised to stand by her and never quit
But when she needed my strength 
Happy to stand on the other side of the fence
I breathed a sigh of relief
Happy to be oceans away while the thief
Stole my baby’s innocence
And robbed us of our baby’s presence