Love Poem: Open
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Written by: Timeka Chaney

Open

I have tried everything I know to find you
To have you in my life again
I can now admit that I made a mistake
I never intended for our love to end
I never intended to hurt you
It pains me to know that I did
I do not want you to make a new life without me
I have never felt as though I needed anyone
I have always taken good care of myself
Figured a way out of all my problems
I can’t fix this
And it is killing me
I wish this was a dream
A warning for me to heed
Every corner that I turn leads me to a dead end
This feeling inside of me is real
I know that you are the one for me
My heart never forgets you nor do I ever want it to
I say a prayer in hope that you will feel what I feel 
Please don't let me leave this earth without you returning to me
I just love you 
I just do
I will never love anyone the way I love you
I will never feel for anyone the way I feel for you
I have never needed anyone the way I need you
I am afraid to need anyone but me 
I hate depending on people for the fear of disappointment
I am willing to let my guards down and be with you
Love you 
Laugh with you, cry with you and embrace you
It is this deep an intense feeling inside me that let's me know
That it is real
I am not asking you to rescue me 
To just simply love me
For as long as we can be
I know things that I never knew before
Like a relationship is work
If you want it's full worth
I want to work with you
This is urgent
I am losing my sanity
The harder I try to keep it together
The crazier I feel
In essence I guess I am crazy in love
Wishing you to be crazy in love with me