One Last Question
all my prayers are answered in silence..
but its massive gifts at the door...
with sighs and tears when no one ever heard or saw..
with the universe i cried with unspoken words..
knowing he is listing.. holding me so close...
he took away things from my life as a blessing..
when i though i needed them for my day to day living..
he showed me silence is the best medicine to heal..
fall the past wounds and hurt that i was carrying..
universe showed me of all the times he saved me..
when i thought i was all safe with the once around me..
as only universe only saw the evil behind there smiles for me..
finally i realized with who i want to spend my life with...
the one that is fated and destined for me.. my best of my friend..
who loves everything about me with me and all of me..
I am dark.. she is Fair.. i have no hair.. she have curly hair..
she is Tall I am one inch short.. she have brown eyes ..mine is hazel to shine..
she is the best dancer as ii only know few moves for the beat..
she is famous among the rich as i am famous among the poor..
she is the yin and i am the yang..
we are two different but we both believe in the universe..
i miss her when she is physically not with me around me..
i always wish and pray that no one will separate us again..
i am in love with the one who makes me smile trough my tears..
who is my strength when i feel i want to give everything to an end..
she told me that i should and i will keep breathing..
and that we will pull all this trough no matter what may come..
her smiles and her laughter is a constant reminder..
of the love i have for her so strong beating in my heart for her..
i do not know when i will see her physically well again..
and i am waiting every second every passing moment..
until its the day that comes as the biggest surprise for me..
when she finally standing right in front of me..
smiling trough all the tears drooping down in her pink cheeks..
saying i am here.. and i will always be here with you forever..
then she will hold my hand in public.. so proud to show me..
then she will tell everyone that is in front with questions asking..
she is my one true love and she is my everything in my life..
and then you will look at me with all the love that is breathing..
only for me in your heart mind body soul and spirit..
will you come home and spend the rest of your life with me..
then i would stop in front of all the people who is watching..
pull you softly and tenderly holding you in my arms so safety..
will kiss your forehead once again as i always use to do..
then will tell you this so the world could also here..
yes my love.. i will spend the rest of my life only with you..
and will kneel before you and ask you one last beautiful words of me..
will you marry me and be with me for eternity as long as we live..
as every time we reincarnate will you be only with me...
and then i will wait for the answer you softly give...
and i will kiss your lips in public for the whole wide world..
to witness our true love that is always breathing in our hearts..
i love you and i will always will.. remember...i am only breathing..
for you and for you only with all i am with all i have..
i am only yours and will never trade your love for anything..
i am waiting till you are gifted back to me by the universe..
so once and for all... we are home safely with love for humanity..
Dilu Jordan Wijegunasekara
25th of may 2023
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