One Last Cry!
Let me break this down so you can understand; you forgot to love me! When we
met u did all these sweet things like opened doors, gave me flowers, you knew
how to touch my heart with your words and in actions, now you only feel my flesh
that’s not love. You use to sit on the phone with me all night long and we would
find all kinds of things to talk about. We would discuss the future, our dreams,
our goals, and the way we saw ourselves in ten years later. Then, I thought how
lucky I must be to have someone like you to be interested in me, but now I think I
may have made a mistake in loving you, because you forgot to love me. How I
wish I could give you the wheel and let you drive the car of our life together, but
that is just a dream for me, because you don’t have a very good sense of
responsibility. It’s so frustrating having to wear a skirt over the pants in our
relationship. When I look at you I see this strong, intelligent, trustworthy, and
responsible husband as well as dedicated father, but if you don’t see any good
in yourself how can it ever be. I know you are not use to anyone telling you how
great you really are, but I have been trying all these years to build your confidence
in yourself and I just don’t know how to get through to you. Sometime I just want a
little passion, romance maybe. I want you to feed my ego sometimes, make me
feel like a woman who’s man loves and cherishes her. Not just a piece of flesh
to get a moment of pleasure. I want a man who is going to do everything it takes
to satisfy my body as well as my mind. That means he would have to know what I
like to feel, how I like to feel and when I have had enough. When you can get to
the point where you know me maybe things would be better between us, but until
u start taking the time to get to know me and how to please, me I am not going to
be happy physically or mentally with our relationship. I need for you to take your
time and focus on my pleasure and then I can go back to focusing on yours. It
does not seem to matter to you that you are leaving room for improvements. I’m
also noticing that you are becoming more and more aggressive when you talk
and touch me. You act like you don’t know, but you know perfectly well I’m not
happy but you are to proud to admit you don’t know how to fix it and ask for help. If
you would just put down your pride and selfishness you would see what has
been in front of you all these years. LOVE!
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