Obsession
How strange it would be indeed,
if this foolishness of mine
refused to make a good impression,
not to stand out and be noticed...
I'm very sexy and I unawarely
attract lots of lovely women;
is the charm in my good looks
and these friendly,smiling eyes?
Is the charm in my irresistible smile
that I use as my best weapon?
I am not too sure,unless I'm blind
and so obsessed with your purity!
Nothing makes me sadder to realize
that your sweet,adored thought
is so loved,yet can be so hated;
I have to hide my secrets and emotions,
kill the joys and not cry with you;
I have to lie and be afraid of the naked truth!
How long can I resist your innocence,
fight this obsession...untill I'm doomed?
If there were no hands conforting me,
no lips wanting my warm kisses...
how lonely and devasted I would be!
The one and only thing I can't get is:
the denied and unfelt passion
that has turned into my obsession!
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