Obsession
Lying on my bed
I could feel my heart beating
I don't really know how to describe this feeling
Lying to my dad
I could feel the pain within
Every emotion is telling me to voice out
But it's like a tape being used to seal my lips shut
Tears fill my eyes
My lower eyelid serving as a reservoir now getting full
Filled up with the pain, sorrow
Oh it can't hold on till tomorrow
My heart has been burrowed
She leaves and enters through the hole she's created
Enhancing its patency, preventing me from healing, from closing up the hole she's created
Yet I don't remember taking a pros E infusion
See
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
That's all I could say
Cos it's like she's casted a tet spell on me
So anytime she strikes I'm forced to crawl
Humble myself to gain some comfort
Oh remind me
When did I ever diss comfort
Oh mind me
Why am I having dis-comfort
I thought I could find solace
But I guess not from this comfort
Its killing me
Its draining me
Its drawing every bit of life from my soul
But lying on my bed
I could only think of her
Every girl knows that my heart is for her
To me I can tell there's a mutual feeling
But sometimes it's like an unanswered friend request from fb
Maybe I love her
Maybe she loves me but cannot show it I know
But lying on my bed
She sees me as a total stranger
Yet I care for her like Christ in a manger
I seek for love and a great future
But in her eyes is the sign of danger
So lying on my bed
I cry, I weep
This obsession is killing me
My heart is torn
My life is ruined
Who can see the pain I'm going through
See through my eyes, no lies
Now lice and mice have taken over my heart
And she look at me and say it stinks
I can't even put on disguise
Yet lying on my bed
I find it hard to forget her
Cos I love her
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