Not My Problem
I'm just one grain of sand on this earth,
but you told me I was a beach.
I know I am a nobody,
but you made me feel like I meant something.
I thought you meant everything you said,
but I guess I was fooled,
fell for all your stupid lies,
it wouldn't be the first time it happened.
You said you'd never hurt me,
none of that was true.
I sit here now with blood dripping from my wrist,
trying to forget,
your lies,
your kiss,
your touch,
But you cheated on me,
and now I fell like dirt.
I'm just a shadow on the wall,
Im trapped here within these four walls.
Im so confused,
I don't know what to do,
I feel so lost and alone.
I thought you were different,
from all the others,
But I guess I was wrong.
You must have got bored with me.
It looks like I just wasn't good enough,
All those kisses meant nothing to you.
One day you'll realize you made a mistake,
hurting me like you did.
But for now I see its all for the best,
your no longer my problem to deal with.
I don't have to wonder,
who your with,
what your doing,
or if your lying,
Im free to live my life,
without that little voice in the back of my mind,
telling me your lying.
I wish I would have listened sooner,
then I wouldn't be sitting here,
pouring my heart out through this pen,
But Im glad its over.
I have no more worry,
I no longer care,
Cause you're NOT my problem anymore.
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