New Beginning-Part 1
She walks around alone. Alone with no one to love her. She needs someone to be there for here, to hold her. She's always guarded her heart, she's never let anyone in. Her walls are always up. She is pained, scared, heart broken. She thinks no one loves her. She needs somone to wipe the tears off her sweet face. To hold her and let her know it will be okay. To comfort her. To heal her. To love her.
Her nights are restless, she gets no sleep. Horrible dreams fill her mind. She jumps. She cries. She screams. No one is there to tell her she's fine. No one is there to hold her at night.
She was hurt. Time and time again. Her heart was broken. Time and time again. She thought she fell in love. She was tricked, hurt and left alone. Now she walks alone. In the darkness.
All she wanted was a little bit of love. Some people gave it to her, but it was fake. She was tricked. Hurt.
~Two Months Later~
She's becoming happier now. Laughing more. Smiling more. She's starting to let people in.
Her nights are more peaceful now, with bery few bad dreams. She sleeps for the first time. She barely cries. She barely screams. More and more nights are like this. No ones with her yet she feels a little safer once again.
She doesn't hurt as much now. Her pain is leaving her. Her heart is starting to heal. She's starting to let people get close to her agian, although her heart is still guarded.
She doesn't want to be hurt again. She wants to feel real love.
So she waits to find someone who will wipe the tears off her sweet face. To hold her and tell her that it's okay. To comfort her. To heal her. To love her.
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