Never Mine
You just walked out that
meaningless door
You really did leave, and
kept my heart sore
You never knew what I
thought in my mind
You never knew you were
the best thing i will ever find
You left and unknowingly
left me there lonely
When what were left were
me and the four walls only
‘Alone!’ I cried again… It
was my heart shouting
You coming back was what
I was always doubting
You would never
understand what was
happening
Even if I said everything,
you won’t be imagining
And I’m sure you could
never know or feel
You’ll laugh as if it’s a joke
and not real
I fell into tears and my
heart into pieces it split
But you won't know and
wouldn't feel the guilt
You may come to me and
talk about everything
around you
But never ask me who my
heart pumps blood to!
Because between us, there
is something empty, some
dots
Where silence lays, and my
heart multiple times was
shot
I knew you wouldn't see me
the way I want you to
But I still had hope from my
heart when it told me what
you may do
I wish I was everything for
her for one second…
"She has her heart taken
and sold…" I reckoned.
I can’t believe I’m thinking
of you every breath I take
I wish all, except one of
these thoughts are fake!
I wish you recognize me,
even if it’s once in a year
I would appreciate this day
and would not shed a tear!
But this appreciation
wouldn't come in a night
It needs a lot of work so it
comes to be alright!
But I’m still not sure
everything may be okay
someday
Because these days,
nothing goes on our way
But hope would never elope
in my heart
Because it’s playing an
important life part
It’s giving me a smile to
stick on my face when I see
you
I wish you ever smile to me
in the way I mean to
But someday you will… And
I hope I’m not just thinking
of nothing
I hope this thing would
come true once even if we
were rushing
Even if we have a lot of
things to think about
I need a smile to cut me
straight out
I’m 100% sure you would
never be mine
But "HOPE" is a word full of
shine
That makes my eye tingle
and see you there on my
eyelid
I sometimes miss someone
deep inside me, that kid
That innocent kid who
never knew what it’s like to
love
Specially someone who is
stages and stages above
Who treats you freely as his
own young sibling
Who thinks all she can do is
scribbling!
Although, I want and need
to get out of this wrong
situation
In this way,I will lose
everything and I must
change my love station
|