Nemesis
Entangled in the world of mixed feelings and insecurities .
Here i am, caught in a vicious cycle of myself.
Falling too quick and taking French leaves.
The summary of my love life.
Is it real, is it fake, will it last?
The routine assessment of my feelings,
It flips the switch and love sets in as a visitor.
Then gradually darkness dims our smile.
Just like a flash my feelings run its usual mile.
In search of a new haven to employ it's wile.
I made people mad and nothing seems right.
Don't get me wrong.
You might think i feel no pain,
You might think i feel no love,
But what greater punishment is better than not having a place to call home.
I wish i could escape these short episodes.
And erase all the scenes with the wrong scripts.
I want to begin a new season devoid of spoilers,
Saying; look into my eyes and tell me what you see?
For am willing to be whatever you want me to be.
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