My Wound
I can't believe he is doing this to me
I feel like loosing him too
telling me he is going to sleep
but after an hour he is online
or maybe he didn't quit
I see his last seen when I wake up
Yes! he is lying me
doesn't he?
I feel like loosing and bleeding that wound again
yes! the one I had long time ago
while I was pushing so hard my self to satisfy my half
I can't handle this anymore
sleepless, headache, migraine again I begin today
What haven't I done?
am I gaming or am a game?
the second one I think
when I give my, so hard to win
but can't understand what's going on
just to learn the lesson
I feel like betrayed
I never learn, b'coz I have much love
and empty hatless
I had born to satisfy the comings
but I sure forget me
I see them coming and leaving
I try to support, but I much open my wound
Whatever happens, know this!
as always am not regretting
"am just trying".
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