My Realization
My realization
Just yesterday, I realize.
That talking to him is bad for my health
I have to take care of myself so I can do well
What hurts is it seems like he don’t care
It’s seem like men can’t love.
Keeping quiet in front of jealousy
Trying to be tough
Have to sit down and breath
My chest hurts
It’s really getting to me
I had to sit down and cry
Praying to the most high
Asking him for strength to get through the night
This hurts me so
Embarrassed to let anybody know
It seems like every time I say something good
Something bad happens like a curse
I find a guy I really like then I get hurt
I don’t even want to try to find anybody else
I can’t handle being hurt anymore
I will never let this happen to me agian
I’d rather stay single
Trying not to think about him
I need peace
I need my power back
I only love me
Inner peace is all I need
Takes time to heal
Back to daydreaming
Back to the world in my mind
That’s not real
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