My Love Is Not Good Enough For You
My love is not good enough for you oh Jehovah. How could an imperfect human give
you pure and unsinful love. How could I give you untainted love. Why is it you want
our conditional love father. Why is it you have begged human to make your heart
rejoice. Why do you love us so dearly when you are the one who is causing us to
love you. This is a one sided love affair. Everything that you have given to us is on
silver platter. What have I or anyone truly give to you. It is unfair of you to put up
with us - to put up with our sinful maladies. I love you oh dear sweet father, but my
love is toothless because I cannot give you a unique and pure love. I feel worthless
because my love is not enough. I want to give you more than just sweet words. I
want to give you the universe, but you have already that. What is it that I can give
to you than just clinging to your laws. I give to you already my body, mind and
deeds than what else can i give to you my marshmellowy heart God. How sweet
Jehovah, it is unfair to love you because every thing I give to you you do not need.
It is unfair to love you because I cannot get to squeeze you like a big teddy bear. It
is unfair to love you because I cannot get to physically walk with you hand in
hand. It is unfair to love you because love is a give and take process, and all I am
doing is taking. So you see Marshmallow, how much you give and I take. How I lovve
you my sweet-hearted Father. I will exert my strength to love you with all my heart
mind, body,and yet it is not good enough.
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