My Lost Love
Numerically, lyrically --- woven and spun
Living the life we were destined to become
Reminiscing about the times that once were
And now 10 years goes by --- it's a wondrous blur
Whether there's feelings still there after all these years
Whether there's still love behind 10 years of tears
Wondering whether the significant others that we devoted once to
If maybe I should of devoted myself to you
The questions that are asked --- the memories left to un - speak
The chilling and frightening from deep with inside my bone marrow becomes weak
The blur of the years and the fish in the sea
When once you meant so deeply much to me
How do we react when now there's families we've created?
And how come neither of us waited?
Why all the pain and the answers to questions you seek
Maybe we'll figure some things out when we see each other this week
Maybe the answers un - told live right under our heads
And the monsters we thought for so long --- really DO live under our beds
The friendship now might create a whole new apocalypse --- it's true
But not being together is as simple as "why is the sky blue?"
Maybe down the path we'll meet hand in hand once again
And maybe we're meant to be a lost figure in our once - committed sin
The lives we left and the people we'll soon leave
Could we ever work? What do you believe?
Is it worth the battle and is it worth the fight?
To hold me beside you for eternity every night?
The war we'll upraise and the pain we'll endure
Could gradually mend our hearts together again --- for sure
The weeks, months, or years it will take for us to break
Will be as quick as it once was --- as soon as we awake...
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