My Last Goodbye
As I look into my cup of coffee
As black as my soul
Most likely others would agree
The blackness surrounding me
The pain and guilt that i carry
Doesn't compare
To what I put you through
My one big regret, is hurting you
And I always tell people
Never regret anything
It has made you who you are
But I have one big regret
Of losing someone I will never get again
The words may seem empty
Though I promise you they are not
This pain that i have, has no end
Not of losing you
Though i will admit
That is excruciating
The pain of hurting you is one I can't bear
It holds my indefinitely
And won't let go
But i deserve it, I'm no good
One day I hope, I pray
You can forgive me
Though I don't hold out much hope
Theres a spark that won't diminish
Though it is slowly dying
I hope you find happiness
No one deserves it more than you
Your more than you think you are
But I'll leave you alone, I'll let you heal
From all the pain and grief that I have put you through
This Sir, is my last goodbye
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