My Last Good Bye.
Can you see me, I think I feel it, but I keep losing ground.
Well don't you see me, just look clearly.
I'm still crying and tears are all around.
That's when I wake up, just trying to clear my head.
There's that familiar street light glow, looking back from the frosted window.
Just sitting alone here in my bed.
No movement from the wind chime, as dreams are chasing me all the time.
I'm not sure what else to think or what to do.
The empty place next to me in bed, remembering the words you once said.
Like " how easily my love came to you."
It's hard to think of tomorrow, when your living in the sorrow.
How did things turn out to be so wrong.
I remember when I asked her, I remember all the laughter.
I can't believe now she's gone.
This must be what it's like to have your heart torn out.
So I just wanna scream and shout.
I can't stand it when I'm sleeping.
In my dreams she never see's me.
I can no longer take it where I live.
No love there left to give.
Just some tear stains on the floor.
My heart has never been torn out like this before.
When on my knee's and praying, I know you here the words I'm saying.
I just want you once to touch me in my dreams.
Don't know why you were taken, everyday my heart is breaking.
I still feel your presence so strongly in me.
The dimple on your chin, Sunday mornings sleeping in.
It was loving one another with such ease.
The days seems so long, I promise I'll move on.
I just wanted to see the wind chime move once without a breeze.
So I'll get up off the floor, and stop waiting for you to walk on through the door.
I have to stop cooking for two.
The times where I'm dreaming, when I'm there I'll quit screaming.
I was just trying to say my last good bye to you
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