My Final Goodbye
What’s the purpose of living?
When everyday I’m losing my life
Trying to live without a heart
Has become impossible to survive
I awake and just sit on my bed
Don’t have the will to face the day
I try to go on without her
But I can’t keep hurting this way
I try my best, I really try my best
But it is much harder than it seems
Why would I want to keep this life?
Knowing the disaster it has been
The pain of my heart ache
I have carried for so long
And I just can’t carry it no more
I’m tired of being strong
Maybe dying is the only way out
From this cruel, cruel world
And all my misery will go away
When they cover me in the hole
So as I get ready now to quit my life
I’m am totally aware of what I’m about to do
So if any on says that I was crazy
That will be just speculations and not true
Many claims to know the power of love
And the things love can make you do
And those are the ones who will understand
The hell my life was going through
Yes I love her more than my life it self
I guess god said it was not meant to be
And he took me out of her heart
But leave a life time of misery for me
So I will go to sleep now
And pray not to wake tomorrow
And that my life will quietly go
To put and end to my sorrow
And as I contemplate how to end it
I write this with tears in my eyes
I have suffer for to long
Hiding behind a fake disguise
And as sure as the morning will come
And the stars will be in the sky
My life has come to the end
So this is my final goodbye
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