Love Poem: My Admissions
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Written by: Keshan Govender

My Admissions

Escalated had it, through mere words
An argument with a drunk, leaving none sober
Avoidance I practiced, consequential to unity
A day of togetherness, spent alone
My desire to leave, superseding my will to stay. 

You were right, I conceded; true or untrue
A waste was it to speak, when I would be unheard
To read was it my choice, to refuse 
A key preventing entrance, denying inebriated lectures
Solitude enlightening the festivities, more than company. 

The skies were blue as I walked toward a reprieve
Blame was exchanged, for a norm that was apparent 
Maybe a little disappointment, wooed me forward
But an excuse does that afford none, for irrationality
Irresponsible was I in not informing ; irresponsible were you in trying to find me. 

Your defence would I always assist, to rectify or sway 
Good to me were you never not
Imperfections denied by a bond, unbroken
My respect wanting to yield, but not confounding
Your pedestal never lowering, even when your actions requested. 

Maybe forgiveness is to be asked, to relieve
An apology would do well, to alleviate
One person, a victor, the other not; egos choosing 
Toxins I am unaccustomed to, poisoning minds
I want to hate, but love remains true.