Love Poem: More Than a Lover's Quarrel

More Than a Lover's Quarrel

We, savages to our desires,
chained, lips torch,    spew fire.
Our contorted faces, vengeful words, 
secret hiding places,               strike fear.
Prisoners of paisley pasts,
expectations cling
    evermore, our broken hearts 
kindle flames of passion 
                          in love and war.

I rest in    our sweeter hours -
orange blossoms,   tender vines touched, 
tangled flush of skin    warmed soft in breath.
Gentle winds passed through my pores 
   in our thriving, blushing 
     flower garden of summer light.
Charms adorned, seduction worn,
a rush of ecstasy -
you and I, 
          hands in earth,
             nurturing our love
                        in full bloom.
I remember splash of golden sun  
on hottest days
and blazing dark-winged sky 
of ardent nights.
Never, never could I forget.
    
Now, we bury ourselves deep,
dried up in bitter weeds    of neglected, barren soil.
Recoiled in contempt,            we ache for forgiveness
as our weary souls weep 
               behind dry eyes 
                   filled with icy rage.

Is love enough to break
our chains of jealousy,  our suspicion, our lies?
When you’re alone, 
I wonder, do you cry?
                I do...I wade in my lonely tears.
                              When I'm alone, I weep for you. 
Tomorrow, I will lay down my weapons for you,
tend once again to our delicate blooms.           

I beg you to search your heart, 
find within our maze of destructive days,
our greenest paths,          time renewed 
in clouds of rain to nourish            love again. 
I beg you to open your wilted blooms to a healing sun.

                  I still hold steady to lost petals of you and I.
                 
I believe in us.
I pray for the heavy air between us 
                                         to lift until still, 
and I pray                             you love me still.



Written 3/6/17 for Lover's Quarrel Contest