Love Poem: Moment of Decision
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Written by: Unseeking Seeker

Moment of Decision

The debt collector
Knocks on our door 
When we hide
He still enters
From the window

He claims his due
A debt of love
Hidden deep within
Recesses of our heart
Veiled by desires
Mirrored by fears
Rooted in attachment 
To images on a screen

He holds us in his grip
Curtailing movement 
Of spiralling thought 
Propelling us into 
The dark void
Of no-thingness
Of cessation

At first we are disconcerted 
In this strange place
Humming with a current
Magnetic and invisible
Outpouring a nectar
Elixirous beyond measure
Throbbing bliss ineffable 
As a benign explosion 
In renewal continual 

We then hear a voice
Of the debt collector
The voice is melodious 
Telepathic and lucid
Centred everywhere 
In the void enigmatic 

‘This is your heart
And in it is this love
The gift of the universe
Is lying here unused
Although it’s spark
Is eternal ...

‘If you have no need of it
Then return it back to us
You are free
To indulge in illusions
Familiar patterns
Of narrow mind
Enmeshed in delusion
Self created’

We freeze
There is no doubt
We now know
Yet gravity
Pulls us down

We oscillate
Between the voids
Differentiated
By intent

29-December-2020