Love Poem: Mixed Questions
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Mixed Questions

Dear Old Joe,

I have found a retiring fascination
with right nature conserving
and yet very wrong 
left-handed spiritual answers

Messengers to invite
more deeply recreating 
natural outside
spiritual inside 
co-arising questions

Unanswered lifespan queeriosities
about important Earth health
and personal ego-safe wealth
preservation matters
that sound liberating
yet feel conservational,
like Purple
to economic red v blue legislators

and Turquoise
to political cold blues bullies
turning toward less bruising green
co-redemptively bipartisan again

Old man lifespan matters
we might both recall
win/win post-traumatically
bipartisan creolizing repositions
overlapping personal love-felt
recreative song
and sensory (including sexual)
sacred ritual dance
and recreation events
naked and transparent
indigenously anthro-vulnerable
seeking deep win/win resilience

Cuz you ain't dead,
yet.

Anyway,
sacred synergetic images
are, upon long-grown reflection,
spatial
and 4D spiraling Special.

Now recognizing
LeftBrain associated
Other downgrading
traditional dogmatic
and eerily un-ecological values,
And yet we continue searching
integrity's potential
for ego-recentering
cooperative health
co-investing ambitious wealth

Of sacred co-empathic,
nearly timeless historical curiosity,
past through future extending
as my own lifespan has unraveled
with ego-trauma/eco-therapy
integral creolizing potential

For recognizing
LeftBrain monoculturally dominant
AnthroSupremacist verbal Capitalizing
competitive devolutionary win/lose
Natural Physical Theory

Not respectfully attending
indigenously cooperative
double-binding binomials

Like EgoTrauma v EcoTherapeutic
co-arising dipolar synergies
unconditionally positive win/win 
Open Whole EarthRestoring
cooperatively copassioned
mindfulness

Of better WhiteHouse 
and garden
and beekeeping

Global peace health
includes local sacred 
creolizing  cooperative wealth

Measured in robustly co-invested 
tax-base capital infested
purple-spirited 
and turquoise natured
wealth of polycultural climate-healing

Intends restoring health relationships
and not so much judgmental
StraightWhite Paternalistic
Capitalized and thereby Secularized 
retributively punishing
traumatizing Court and Police and Military 
Extract, BlowUp, Indenture 
WinLose Prison Systems 

Lack of RightFelt
health and safety
neurosystemic win/win 
spirited-mind/natural-body
warm, and sometimes wet, 
pro-life wisdom matters,
catchers and batters
circles and flatters
conserving intentions
and liberating splatters

from the Council on Cooperative CoGovernance